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hi guys! Popping in to say, thank you for the support on this and of me, and of all, of yourselves. You have the right to do covers and monetize it - PLEASE record covers! If some weird copyright thing comes up, email me (hewwoilly@gmail.com) and I’ll fix it ASAP. Thank you so much for coming together in this blessed little comment section, and thank you guys for sharing your stories. Комментарий от : @illymation |
So good Комментарий от : @thesunisastar |
Shit I listened to this when I was ten and didn’t understand it like I do now Комментарий от : @Someoneisntthere |
I CANT LISTEN CUZ OF AGE RESTRICTIONS 😭😭😭 Комментарий от : @Lilgreenfrog_200 |
The first part already got me tearing up omg this song is an inspiration to keep going Комментарий от : @Radio_Demon_Fan |
This is a banger and a shocker at the same time! So good. Комментарий от : @user-qh4dk1cv7x |
Stop I cried… this is so good. Thank you Комментарий от : @Seungmin-strawberry |
I’m 9 years old I’ve been self conscious for 4 years This made me cry Комментарий от : @CrazyGamezOffical |
I hope you are happy your such a funny and good person I kove your videos and I hope to see you grow to be a better person Комментарий от : @Christian-ib3jh |
It’s so good❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ Комментарий от : @potatodogham9330 |
So sad Комментарий от : @user-dp9eu4kl5h |
What are the lines on her arm Комментарий от : @nightsongphoenix4499 |
Im still struggling with my mental health here and there. Just coming back to this song helps me remember that I'm loved by everyone. I'm so happy this song exists it's something I always need to hear Комментарий от : @animationstarsailor |
I wish YouTube didn’t age restrict this. A lot of people think it should be 13+ instead of 18+ but in my opinion, it shouldn’t have been restricted at ALL. Because as a kid I was cutting, well, attempting to cut. I was also considering suicide to escape the pain and sadness. But I didn’t out of fear, depression is most common in teens, but kids too. -Sincerely, a child. Комментарий от : @_VOXTEK_666 |
i have been strugleing since i was 9 Комментарий от : @Emilia_Kucharska |
Thank you Illy, for being there for us in way you'll never know, I was listen to music on Spotify when this came on, I was think thoughts I shouldn't have been, and, you reminded me of some important things, thank you for sharing your story. ❤ Комментарий от : @thelittlestaxolotl4480 |
I decided to watch this again because of all the negativity in the world right now, and HOLY S**T has it made almost tear up. Комментарий от : @AlonleySoul |
You're a beautiful singer Ilyssa. Комментарий от : @GreenHomeJV |
never post agian!🔥 Комментарий от : @M0nkFN |
delete this shit!🔥 Комментарий от : @M0nkFN |
Yk it’s ok music isn’t for everyone Комментарий от : @user-rk4ik9sr2v |
Also stop making me cry Illy this song is so beautifully written ❤ Комментарий от : @rainaedgcumbe4889 |
I hate how at the beginning of the vid its like "oh please dont put any warnings on this," and YT does, sad, but thx for the songs Illy Комментарий от : @rainaedgcumbe4889 |
I had to watch this on a different account; So fucked up that this is age-restricted. Mental illness isn’t something that should be silenced. Комментарий от : @gloomiialtt |
2:46 i've been having this EXACT same thought and i hate it. I know its incredibly selfish of me to think this because I KNOW my family loves me, but i just don't care anymore. Комментарий от : @swordbunni |
4 years since this came out and it still makes me sob every time Комментарий от : @c.m1786 |
Ok cool song. BUT CAN WE TALK ABOUT THAT THE POLAR BEAR Комментарий от : @drawing_with_gacha |
This song and the animation got me crying. You’re such a talented animator and I hope you’re feeling better, even if just a bit. Комментарий от : @kylepuckett3268 |
i love the song <3 Комментарий от : @user-lj2bc8wu5k |
I first listened to this song almost 3 years ago now and at the time I was at the begging of my mental health journey. Now, I’m older, have a formal diagnoses and remember this song from time to time. I remember this song as the song that saved my life. Thank you illy❤️ Комментарий от : @ellabinyam1654 |
z Комментарий от : @xkero |
Ive been told that I'm not a very emotional guy, and this made me break down and cry because of how much I can relate to this, I haven't done anything yet, but, every day I wake up and feel depressed, sometimes I'll lay awake at night and wonder if it's even worth pushing through, but videos like these keep me going, so thank you @illymation for making this video, and makeing my life worth living, I know you probably understand more than enyone. And if someone else reading this comment feels the same way, just keep hanging on, because something's are worth more than you think, remember that if you get into a situation where you want to commit suic*de, reach out to a friend, a member of family, or even a therapist, and even if this coment saves one life, I than this comments goal has been fulfilled. -LyndenGoodGame Комментарий от : @LyndenGG |
I already learned that from Princess Gwen of The Cursed Princess Club. Комментарий от : @louisethompson3342 |
Average emo-lib song from California💀 Комментарий от : @Y_L_ILLY_H |
wut... its real? i thouth it wasn't... btw good song. I KNOW this song bout s@icide ans self harm, but the rithm is cool (btwi live in europe, hungary) Комментарий от : @Dicemaster417 |
I'm so proud of you Illy. Don't give up on yourself. You're doing great! Keep going. Комментарий от : @lavendeereatingreens |
I've listened to this song for a couple of years but had no idea that illy was the one who made it. I have watched illys videos for around a year but never connected the dots. This is such a beautiful song and holds a special place in my heart, thank you illy Комментарий от : @emergency.medical.services |
Realized I'm trans today and today I also found out why I was depressed apparently suppressing that desire for 7 years affects you Edit doing a lot better now it is nice to not think of suicide and sh ever night Комментарий от : @thepantsarehidden |
Your body's not a hanger, don't hang it. Your body isn't paper, don't cut it. Your body isn't a book, don't judge it. Комментарий от : @Ara_Berry |
Who else found out they were depressed from jaiden and illy Комментарий от : @thepantsarehidden |
What the heck is this Комментарий от : @RuinMonke6ft |
Little tips to parents tough love is not a thing is called hurting people i failed all of elementary school which to my dad was c average and in FIRST GRADE my dad was calling me a loser saying i was going to be a failure and ill amount to nothing and guess what i have 8 scars on my shoulder from sh and 1 failed suicde attemps i sticked a knife in the socket and 3 talk downs which i talked my self down so parents before think IlI give mY KId toughf love dont it does nothing edit it dident raise my grades just made them worsen Комментарий от : @thepantsarehidden |
At first watching this song i thought man how do you have so many scars a few months later i have like 8 Комментарий от : @thepantsarehidden |
This was my favorite song when I was 8 . Комментарий от : @lee-hg2zk |
This made my cry Комментарий от : @LENORDSROOMIE123 |
Illy, I just want to say, genuinely, you and this song are the reason I’m alive today. I found this song on one of the worst days of my life, and it made me realize I have something to live for after all. So thank you illy, from the bottom of my heart Комментарий от : @TheBrokenMask782 |
😢 Комментарий от : @margaretrichardson974 |
This is just one of those songs you need good place of mind to listen to. Комментарий от : @Foxpack57 |
Screw YouTube for age restricting this Комментарий от : @JadenMcDaniel-zn9xd |
My arm looks like that too 🥲 Комментарий от : @theintergalactictoastidrk1887 |
ive self harmed since i was 10 and now im 16 , the urges never goes away but i think it'll stop soon Комментарий от : @garfuzzled |
='( Комментарий от : @kiraadams8123 |
i cried listening to this when i was ten, what does that tell you about society? why do elementary school aged kids go through this? i hate it so much. love you illy, this helped little me and me today so so much. Комментарий от : @shh.im_mewing- |
This actually made me cry. My self harming started at 12. I got over it 2 years ago but recently relapsed. I really needed to hear this song thank you. Комментарий от : @ScreamingWeirdo |
This video is beautiful thanks illy Комментарий от : @Lucky_Lyra |
Thank you illy, for this beautiful video. A while back this helped me stop cutting :) Комментарий от : @LucyBerry0 |
can someone please explain the songs meaning to me? its restricted Комментарий от : @dustyEjuice |
I watched this video on a different account because it was age restricted, and I'm crying. Комментарий от : @dianetschirgi6087 |
I lived with passive ideation for quite a while. "Just do it, might as well do it. Do it." My god it was exhausting. So glad im free of my old mind Комментарий от : @tnr2217 |
I no joke kinda plan on making a video on my channel singing this song, not because I've had similar experiences, cos I haven't, but because it got age restricted by the dumb@$$e$ working for YouTube. if YouTube won't let young people listen to this, I will. Комментарий от : @PhasonDaLyricist |
Hi can you make this a real song so we can we add this song in our playlists on other platforms Комментарий от : @user-hk9tg4te4p |
The part about mom always hits home and i start to cry thinking about my own mom Комментарий от : @c.m1786 |
This relates to my dad right now and the sad thing is he refuses help because he doesn’t think anything is wrong with him and every time we try to tell him he just gets mad at us. I don’t know how I’m supposed to help someone who outright refuses to receive it. Комментарий от : @MrMG-il5hv |
watching this in 2020, i understood people felt this way. but i thought “ill never let myself do this, it hurts” coming back three years later. i relate to this more than ever. i love you so much illy. Комментарий от : @kelseyryan7480 |
1:29 amogus Комментарий от : @cordax5176 |
Self harm scars are battle scars. Комментарий от : @nationalinstituteofcheese3012 |
In sixth grade i was bullied by half the school and i dint know if i wanted to live at the end of the year party i cut into my skin with my nails i washed it and went back to the party ...... no one cared not even my friends not even the teachers i was walking with a bleeding arm and no one cared but when i got home my mom saw it and she cared remember someone loves you always Комментарий от : @foxypretzel |
Thank you for putting words on this ❤ Комментарий от : @RikkeMyE |
Wow… just… wow 😢❤❤❤ And thank you - this is sooo good, feelt it deep in my bones Комментарий от : @RikkeMyE |
I think I'm not gonna die as soon as I expected. Thank you. Комментарий от : @Biblically-Accurate-Crow |
My 11 year old self: what a beautiful song My 15 year old self Now: Shit, I understand everything now. God, listening to this song again gave me peace of mind but almost at the end of the song I almost started to cry, it can't be, I'm not good at speaking English but damn I understood all the lyrics, What a beautiful song, it literally left me thinking. Комментарий от : @binnityn7143 |
I have a very diverse playlist so here imma list any song that plays after this one thats a complete mood switch 1: My balls: rock remix by yfm 2: its showtime by Toby fox 3: Stalking your mom by yfm 4: this isnt a mood changer but Firework by Katy Perry 5: road rage by yfm Комментарий от : @ChaoticKris964 |
This video is helping me stay alive :)) thank you illy Комментарий от : @crybaby1448 |
this song hits so much harder coming back a year later and actually understand and relating to it Комментарий от : @cloud_cori9593 |
I really appreciate your song's message. Dealing with suicidal ideation is no picnic, I deal with it myself, and it can be extremely hard to rise above the miasma that constantly pulls you down in the mire. So again, thank you. Комментарий от : @chrisdunker54 |
Quick question: Are you okay now? I know you probably won't see this but I just want to know. Комментарий от : @thepuppetqueen57 |
Back off i have a dagger 🗡 Комментарий от : @superjr64loganrodriguez44 |
why didn’t anyone ask why she walked in the house BAREFOOT? Комментарий от : @petie1236 |
gatekeepinf this song frr Комментарий от : @m4ya.777 |
My parent recently found no out that I SH and that I am.. well… suicidal.. they don’t act the same, anytime I mention a cat Scratch my cat gave me, my mom looks at me with angry and distrust, my father doesn’t because he’s the one that owns the cat and sees it happen when my cat scratches me. I go to my first therapy session tomorrow, just found this song, and… im gonna add it to my playlist, thank you illy<33 I hope you feel so so so so so much better! I love You<33333 Комментарий от : @Weird_Ann0ying_B1tch |
My daughter needed this song When she was 13 so did my sister when I showed them this song they cried so much Комментарий от : @JacquelineSmith-cc7ql |
This made my cry because I struggled with depression and I found Jesus Christ and my mom and dad helped me through it which not everyone has parents who help them so I realize how lucky I am to have parents who love me and a God who loves me Комментарий от : @GoobusPunch-xy1ty |
What’s so wrong about this video that he literally needs to step ups of security I mean yeah it did show blood but Larry on the front. It has a suicide. Help I don’t know why I mean she could just make a PG version but the video is like three years old so I don’t think she can. Комментарий от : @sharonlewis5867 |
omg I'm soo sad this is blocked for younger kids this was what I need to hear.💯 Комментарий от : @user-er5wo9id1e |
This is a beautiful and well written song, I really needed it. Thank you ❤ Комментарий от : @ayoutube10 |
“Maybe I deserve to hurt” Wow, that’s literally how I feel almost every day Комментарий от : @boingyboop4960 |
yea i wish i could tell my bf ab this kinda stuff i just don't wanna worry him Комментарий от : @tristenfehr9464 |
this song feels sad and yet the ending felt happy and upbeat, if that makes sense. the animation really impacts the mood of the overall song. also, if the message at the end is accurate/true than i'm glad you were still here to tell this tale. (i mean the same would go if that weren't the case but you get the point) Комментарий от : @PhasonDaLyricist |
Thank you so much for making this. I’ve struggled with self harm for years ever since I was eight, and I still have so many scars to this day, and the biggest one is the one where I cut my name into my arm with a shard of broken glass. I probably wouldn’t be alive to this day if it weren’t for my parents and the fact that I knew they would never want me dead, so thank you for sharing and acknowledging your experiences and I’m glad that you’re doing better. Комментарий от : @IvysWhackedWonderland |
I’ve always wanted to try and make proper songs like this, but I’ve never known how. I can come up with lyrics and a tune, but then I just forget it and it disappears forever. I wish I knew how to turn them into something like this. Комментарий от : @boingyboop4960 |
This is a beautiful song, and you really are beautiful, and not just on the outside. You have been through so much, and you’re so brave to share your suffering with the world, to share with people that they are not alone. That is really special. I hope things have gotten easier for you over time. Trauma is hard, and it never completely goes away. But talking about it or singing about it, or turning your emotions into beautiful art like this, that’s probably one of the best things you can do with really overpowering emotions like this. We all have emotions, and everyone is suffering in one way or another. No one’s life is perfect. And whoever reads this, I want you to know that you are special, you are beautiful, and you are loved, even if you don’t know it. And everyone deserves to be loved. Everyone deserves happiness. Even you. Комментарий от : @boingyboop4960 |
This is a beautiful song. Комментарий от : @boingyboop4960 |
Your gonna get through this!! Your doing great ❤❤❤ Комментарий от : @Sponey_n_akira |
God this song even after so long can make me cry so easily, truly a work of art. Комментарий от : @tomasescobar9593 |
This is really understandable. I have been dealing with self harm since I was 9-10 you making this video really spoke to me and how I felt. I almost cried watching this Комментарий от : @just.tir3d.dud3 |
Illy, I need to know have you done or are currently doing these things to yourself?! Комментарий от : @JacobSchneider-rx7od |
This is such a good way to spread awareness!!!!!💜💜💜💜💜 Комментарий от : @MadiGomez-mi7dv |
Thank you Комментарий от : @theissmo2150 |
Listening to this in the middle of the night just hits different Комментарий от : @Robin_yt4363 |
5 yr old me needed this so badly I'm not five but still it helped also MY EYES AREN'T CRYING THEY ARE COSEPLAYING WATER FALLS Комментарий от : @stard0 |